been feeling so fly since you’ve been gone, my face to the sky, sunglasses on

Today I feel good.  I want to focus on what I've learned from my body in the last two years, and it is that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I push my body, I will not ever be that tired ever again.  Today I feel good and well and healthy.  I slept less than four hours last night, ran 5k this morning, went swimming, lunch, kids, made dinner for 5 kids and 4 adults and I'm still ticking away.  I will never ever be tired again, this is what my cancer has taught me today.   Actually I've learned a lot about myself and what it means to be so close to nothing and back again, but that's a whole other blog post.  Today I'm good. Today I am not tired. Today I am happy.

Today I am a brand new bitch.